oh hey HELLO! :D i realised i havet blogged for a week or so. thaaaattttts LONG(: pardon me. the work is piling up like nobody's business. CRAP! hahaha. aw man, and right now i still have work untouched, projects undone and lectures not revised. i suck la. OHWELL. nono sue. i am loved and im a child of God. i dont suck and i CAN do this(: yay, i rock! hahahaha-
OHWEELL. hrm, im beginning to love schoool now. well. cause school is FUNNN! but i dont like the tutorials cause they're never ending and i never seem to understand what in the world is going on and how im supposed to answer them and i give reallly crapppy answers which makes me wonder why im in tjc and so i feel stupid. AND on top of that, i hate lectures cause they have a really uncanny 50 minute period which makes me wonder why isnt it half an hour and 50 mins seems like a century to me and i seriously dont get what the lecturer is tying to say and i always space out and on the verge of falling asleep, and i end up eating truckloads of sweets to keep me awake and i think im gonna get diabetes at this rate.and thus, i feel stupid too. so in concusion, i feel STUPID. to add on to that. DURING tutorials my classmates seems to understand what in the world they are doing wiht their work and i dont seem to understand nor comprehend what is going on.except maybe one or two tutorials i KINDA get what is going on i feel smart. but that is just temporary and just an ILLUSION. crap la. OHWELL. i need to understand. i need to study. i need to be a mugger. but who's gonna give me the energy? i TRUST wiht ALLLLLL my heart daddy God is (: so sue, dont worry! be happpy :D
hrm and i find it amazing. the way friends are being made in tjc. its just so awesome(: i have friends. i feel loved, and i am happpy. hahaha.
YAY(: i'll be back as soon as i can. so for now, happpy studying! cause you know i WILL BE(i seriously hope so) and so. takecare! (: period.
