HAPPY valentines! it's pretty awesome. haha, the first valentine ever in SAJC. woohoo(: haha, cool thing is the people ard me bothers abt V.day! haha. and i like that. well, thank you chanxi, nerine, jiawen, wanting, melisa, serene, audrey, sara, sharon, eunice, esther, anthea, and the guys from SFC(: for the nice gifts for valentines. haha, not forgetting the people who messaged, LOVE you people. - and the people around me who make me feel LOVED :D
HMM, anyway.i decided to change my combi. ha ha ha, to all H2s. chem bio econs math. cause i realised, that MATH IS SO SO SO IMPORTANT. and, im not the only one who hates math to the core. LOADS of people abhor it. but they still take it cause it's necessary. haha, i was so LOST during H2 math today.just went to crash for fun. ha ha. BUT,like what bob said, no one is FOUND in math. haha. super funny la!
yes yes.i don't know why. but VJC is my first choice, and TJC second. SAJC third. HMM. somehow, i got brainwashed during the weekend. well, not exactly brainwashed. but i decided. to make these choices. i believe with ALL my heart, God has a plan for me. so i am NOT going to be worried. whatever happens, HAPPENS(:
yeap. ive seriously learnt how to put everthing into His hands. and no la, i wont say ive fully mastered the ART of TRUST. but well, almost there. still learning. haha.
hmmm. and yes. i do have a problem now. i can't cry. i repeat, I CANNOT CRY. i cannot cry i CANNNNNOOOOT cry!
why? why? why? why? omigawd. this is BAD. you see, when we collected our results, i was overwhelmed. i was filled with mixed emotions. but, i didnt cry? you see, even when we were gonna know our chinese results. JUST CHINESE alone. MAN, i cried like crazy. and, we watched miss potter on tues. ( chanxi,nerine,xiaoqi,me,shiqing,renzhi,dyan) it was so so so touching. i could feel like i was GOING to cry. but, no tears came out.
YES, not like crying is an enjoyable thing. neither is it very glam. but the feeling supressed within me, it sucks big time la! wa lao. SIGH, i want to cry. i am so depressed. im leaving sajc. see, i am not crying? what man. i am feeling super depressed la. SIGH. NVM, cheer up sueann! God has greater plans for you (: believe that.
